she was my High School CRUSH. I came across her facebook profile yesterday and a different feeling of excitement enveloped me. i don't know if it's because of my current emotional state or was it because the attraction i felt before is still somewhere hidden in my innards (you know what i mean)
i have lived a homosexual life for as long as i can remember, and don't get me wrong... even if it is filled with heartaches and disappointments i am enjoying it.
but what is this?
am i tired of the life i'm currently living? do i go ahead and cross the border of another unknown realm? holy cow! i am talking as if i have turned into a lesbian...
my straight guy friends are telling me that i am welcome to cross the other side. my straight girfriends are telling me "wanna try it?" my gay friends are telling me. "stay! we need you here"
i will just laugh this one off...
the memories of her will forever haunt me... because once in my life i know. i truly liked (i don't wanna use the term LOVE for it is very strong of a word) someone.
(jhing: kung mabasa mo man to, sorry, i needed to write something about you)
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