self validation

a whirlwind of emotions has happened within the last 48 hours.

downs, ups, and even sideways.

but something very weird happened awhile ago, when i went to our client's website and check our stats for the week. when i saw that there was a very good increase in performance...

tears rushed.

while i'm busy being the negative person that i am, i have forgotten to look at the good things.

a series of events made me realize my value. i had the self validation that i needed.

physical value: thank you to the eyes of the strangers in malate that showed me appreciation. (of course it's about my looks, di naman nila nakikita ang laman ng utak ko eh. hehehehe)

an appreciation from my boss: an early e-mail came from her sent only to me telling how she cares for me. I CARE ABOUT YOU TOO!!! i will never grew tired of saying that you are the best boss someone could wish for.

comfort from friends: while i was trying to crash this site with posts about "pogi" friends were there, giving advises, a pat on the back, offering a hug, and a shoulder to lean on ( lean lang ayaw nila may tears basa!)

the program's performance: i want to make it clear that it was not just my effort. it was the TEAM's effort. this showed me my value as an employee. as a team player.

with all these running inside my head, tears flowed. from the moment i hailed the cab to alabang viaduct. i am appreciated.

THANKS TO EVERYBODY!!! you pulled me up exactly at the right time...