my sincerest apologies

now that everything is getting clearer, i shall go out of my way and apologize for how insensitive SOME of the words i used in my posts about you.

it wasn't just you. i had my share of lapses in this charade. you might have given me signs that i misunderstood. you might have good reasons behind what happened, and i was just too hurt to try to understand.

i might have forced something out of a supposed good friendship. you might have sent a message that i failed to receive.

i might have. you might have. we BOTH might have.

this realization tells me that i am in no position to ruin your image in this site. please understand that it was an angry, bitter, feeling abandoned, person's writing.

as much as i would like to retract them, i can't. i consider those artistic creations and rarely does one comes to me...

until then POGI! our world is too small for us to assume that our paths are never gonna cross again. if that happens, i want to be able to look at you without resentment, without anger, without bitterness.

my sincerest apologies POGI! i hope you understand

EKO