as a part of my daily ritual before going to work i drank my coffee in front of the television. i started scanning for a tolerable tv show.
i saw a little girl singing kelly clarkson's because of you. her rendition was good (she didn't sound like she is 10 years old) so i stayed on that channel and hummed along. when she was done singing, i went to the bathroom to do my thing. i was surprised because the lyrics of the song started haunting me.
i have been asking myself where my cynicism came from. when did it start? and then it hit me.
it was him. he broke me.
he sucked the romance out of me. he killed the romantic person that was me. he took away my ability to believe. he took the good part of me.
i am now left with the negative, cynical and hateful me. i have become a pessimist.
it was him. he broke me.
whew. i have been afraid to put myself out again. afraid that everything will just end the same. i cannot afford to go through the excruciating pain of an ending again.
broken.
not for long.
i will start glue-ing the broken pieces.
i saw a little girl singing kelly clarkson's because of you. her rendition was good (she didn't sound like she is 10 years old) so i stayed on that channel and hummed along. when she was done singing, i went to the bathroom to do my thing. i was surprised because the lyrics of the song started haunting me.
i have been asking myself where my cynicism came from. when did it start? and then it hit me.
it was him. he broke me.
he sucked the romance out of me. he killed the romantic person that was me. he took away my ability to believe. he took the good part of me.
i am now left with the negative, cynical and hateful me. i have become a pessimist.
it was him. he broke me.
whew. i have been afraid to put myself out again. afraid that everything will just end the same. i cannot afford to go through the excruciating pain of an ending again.
broken.
not for long.
i will start glue-ing the broken pieces.
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