steady

i just don't want to do anything at this moment
i just want to be alone
lay awake on my bed...
ponder
on
the noise I hear
the shadows i see
the creases on my sheets
the uneven distribution of cotton on my pillows
the creaking of the bathroom door
the flicker of candle
the scent of the oil burner
i just don't to do anything productive at the moment
i just want to
stare
listen
lay
awake